Feb 18, 2025
School of Athens
my contrarian and not-so-contrarian beliefs.
History fascinates me. It's a lived experiment of humanity's attempt at creating longevity, and ultimately something
(a manuscript, empires, or entire governance systems) that outlives.
There is no natural reason to do this. Our animalistic instinct tells us to do things just to survive.
Yet in its midst, we have masters (be it da vinci, napoleon, or the like) that have a grudging, irrational desire
to create a legacy that ripples beyond their generation.
This is a core ethos I want to bring into my work. I want to build systems that endure beyond myself: wether that
be software products, new human-ai collaboration frameworks, or hosting the first
crafter community at uci.
My favorite book is Mastery.
In a culture that galvanizes prestige, quick wins, and flamboyant displays of accomplishment -- I firmly believe that
the next era will elevate deep thinkers, masters of their field, and enduring systems (see point 1).
We should promote commitment over optionality, specialism over generalism, focus over shallow achievement
-- all while maintaining our ethos over adaptability. My goal is to master the art of human experience, and right now
there is a gap between ai capability and user experience.
Seriousness is deep engagement and caring about creating
enduring value.
Katherine Boyle comments
on "shields of irony" that dull seriousness.
I strongly believe that once you enter a venture,
you should fully commit to it and treat it as your life's mission, even if it fails.
I don't treat work as a fun game to optimize. I don't believe in "playing hard, working hard".
What I work on is an extension of what I value and who I am. I want to cultivate this like a
garden, not a forest left to grow wild without care.
"Will to power" is a term coined by
Nietzsche,
describing an underlying drive and self-reliant
force that powers all existence. I strongly believe in individual willpower and overcoming of
adversity to become exceptional.
I respect humanity's ability to get what it wants on its own behalf --
out of pure self-driven willpower, skill, and execution without being muddled by shallow alliances
and relationship-building (which is necessary, but ability to independently execute should come first).
I think that the only way we can assert our potential is to face challenges on our own without over-relying
on pre-built scaffoldings. This pursuit
should be individualistic at its core -- grounded in an intuitive drive for self-expression and
obsessive commitment to excellence, achieved through pure willpower.
In school, we are conditioned to climb a pre-made corporate ladder.
Why not build our own and live on our own terms?
This isn't about building a venture or business, but designing a life
that deeply resonates with who you are. For me, that means spending less time grinding without purpose
and more time visiting art museums and sketching in my notebook. It means spending less time optimizing
for summer, spring, and winter internships and more time iterating over a single project I care a lot about.
It means ditching the "drop-out founder" and "swe intern" titles and focusing more on the legacy I am trying
to build.
inspired by “principles” by nabeel.